So so bored right now.... Waiting for Gordan to be home and I've got nothing to do! Got a shoot tomorrow at 9am, scared I can't wake up, so can't sleep tonight!


I'm like so stressed out lately! And Gordan isn't helping either.. Its like our relationship everytime got a lot of ups and downs de lor, although the downs part is more.. I really want to be the wife that he can come home happily to everytime and we can just laugh or joke our way throughout the day. But all the stress, stress and stress!! Been quarrelling so frequently that sometimes I'm really scared about talking to him. Really want everything to get better soon!!!


And he's been busy with his work all that also, so usually after my shoots, I'll just be home with Tyler. Feel really lonely sometimes lor.. But then, its for our future, so I guess I have to bear with it ba..


Birthday coming soon liao, going to be older by 1 year old liao lor!! Enqi maybe getting a camera for me, I still don't know cause she insist she wants to keep it a secret. Then Enling had sponsered me dye my hair, which I'm loving the colour now! The rest I also don't know what I want, so just give me angbao ba!!! Hahaha...


I may be getting something for myself though but I'm keeping it a secret first, when I got it then I tell you all ok???


Anyway, just ranting off today only, THIS IS NOT THE SIZZLING HOT POST THAT I MEANT. That one have to wait till I'm more free and first then can do.


By the way, great news!! I'm in the FHM Girl Next Door Top 100 this year again! Last year got in but I got pregnant.. Anyway so many girls also maybe won't have chance de la, but just support me ok?? Maybe got chance also ma... hahhahhahaa...

Have a great night!!

Someone is complaining I never update my blog liao............

I've been busy, so forgive me for not blogging ok??

Anyway, Tyler is 3 months liao!!! His weight is 6.6kg now. See the difference between breastfeeding and formula?? When he's breastfed, he put on 3 kg in 2 months, but now on formula, 1 month not even 1kg lor.... But then, don't want him to become overweight also, later really become Xiao Pang.. And he's getting super noisy recently! All the 'woo', 'ya', 'shu' when we're talking to him, think he's going to get naggy just like me! Haha...

Anyway my birthday is next thursday!! Gonna go clubbing on friday, almost 1 year from my last club..

*Please don't make me drunk on that day, I still got to go home take care Tyler de...*

Venue will be at Zouk, Phuture. Anyone want to go find me, please bring along presents hor.. Or angbao also welcome!! Hahaha.....

To end it off, some pictures of me and Tyler..

He's bored with me everytime taking pics with him liao....

Tyler also like to pose with Mummy!!

Isn't he cute with the cap on???

(Cause weather has been sunny recently so bought a cap for him)

We were waiting for Daddy Gordan to buy food so camwhored!!!

Its amazing how Tyler always manage to look at the camera when I'm taking with him....

I promise to update more frequent ok???

Next post gonna be sizzling hot!!

Stay tune!!!!!!!!!!