I seriously need to go out soon...

She loves him more than he'll ever know. He loves her more than he'll ever show.


I kinda miss her...

And her Mummy too..


WHEN ARE YOU COMING BACK?????


Got no one to accompany me talk on phone, la kopi and gossip!!! MISS KOH, COME BACK SOON AR! She's my 'the other half' liao.. Cause I talk more to her than Gordan lor.. Sob sob, never even msg me when she coming back lor..



Nothing to do at home after coming back from Grandma's so camwhore!

Grab Gordan to camwhore with me. Gave him the excuse need more pics for our wedding scrapbook, haha...

I'm getting so frustrated with the wedding preps! Cause right now given our financial status, we still can't book the venue yet, and it just makes me feel totally uneasy. I still got a lot of things to DIY but buying the materials will also cost quite a bit lor.. Somemore I recently got totally zero inspiration for art. And I'm the one doing all the planning and DIYing, its so damn headache la!!


The other day, I happily took out my art and craft things then happily taking out the coloured papers when I suddenly STOPPED because I don't know what should I do with it! Then lan lan, have to pack everything back again.. Stupid right?


I want to go out later to buy things, for Tyler and for the scrapbook stuffs. But like I want to go to a lot of places to buy it, but then Gordan won't be free to drive me around, then it will be so troublesome to take MRT or Bus to and fro. Cab is so fucking expensive! Don't tell me to go learn driving because I don't have the patience for driving!


My Aunt nagged me about holding Tyler's 1st Birthday yesterday. She even went to the extend tell me she'll plan and do everything for me, then when I got the angbaos then pay her back lor.. Thanks Aunt, but I just feel uncomfortable about having someone else to pay for my son's birthday.



I seriously hope money will fall from the sky lor..



Anyway, probably it'll be either holding it in a chalet or home, with buffet. That I'll decide again, cause need to pay off my fines and bills first then see got shoots a not, then can book the place ma.. If no money, then do at home lor.. At the most I cook lor..



I think 5 years from now, I'll be a super typical housewife cause by then I'll be so damn good at cutting cost!





Btw, congrats to Mummy Magdalyn on the birth of her princess!! I want to go visit her one, but no transport!!!


Sibei sian, or anyone can chaffeur me around???





Enough of grumbles, even I find myself naggy liao...