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Rarely do I blog at 10am in the morning, especially when I'm having hangover now.

THIS IS NOT GOING TO BE A HAPPY POST. The shitty feelings that I'm having now, wonder is it because of menses that I feel this way. Or probably its because of menses that made my emotions and sensitivity stronger.

Don't think that I'll be heading out for drinks le, had sorta a quarrel with Peter over Gordan, cause Gordan was drunk and spouting nonsense to me over the phone. And I went down to look for him cause I know too well how he is like. If I don't, he will be pissed and we will end up quarrelling at home. 

I don't really blog about such things, but I really needed a way to vent it out. Was suddenly in a bad mood yesterday, cause Peter was talking to the girl he like and I was feeling damn fucking bored over there. Called Gordan and told him about that, but instead of "Are you ok?" I'm hearing like "I'm gonna be drunk soon, they having a lot of drinks, you better don't come over." 

So ended up, I'm frustrated on my own again, only difference is that I'm out and not home. And Peter was even asking me why I don't talk to that girl friend of his. The thing is, I don't talk to girls, unless of course people come and talk to me. But the thing is I don't talk girly topics with girls unless of course they are mummies. Its not that I'm not friendly or what, but its just not in my character. Suwen should know what I'm talking about, hor Suwen?

I feel angry that I have to sacrifice so much for Gordan, yet when I'm sad I got no one to depend on. Life is so damn unfair. 

Ever since the divorce, I've never really trusted anyone totally, because I find that people is so unpredictable. Why bother trusting when eventually placing your hopes so high you are going to fall even worse? So I've always been keeping myself out of deeper friendships. Gordan? I don't trust him totally too, but I just don't care because I love him. Yeah, love is super muthafucking blind. 

So now, its back to stay home life again and being Tyler's guai guai Mummy. Wonder how much longer can I take all the shit from people? Blame it on the fact that my tolerant level is super high and I always rather I be the only one who's sad rather than making other people the same. 

Argh, I really need to get over this damn mood. 

Outings

Poor darling eye so swollen because of the 'bak jiam'......

 

  

  

Insisted that he go and see a doctor, cause it look so big!! And finally he went, and the doctor removed it for him...

  

Had to put on the bandage for 2 hrs before he can remove it...

A kiss for my brave dearest...

  

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KTV night, before that we were at Boat Quay and then headed to Shenton Way de Partyworld for Karaoking!!

The food is super super nice over there!!

  

  

And I ate like 95% of these, cause I was fucking starving!!!

Camwhoring while Peter went to the toilet..

  

  

  

We were like crazily singing songs over there, since its just the 2 of us. But everything was quite good over there, service, food... Would love to go there the next time!!

Peter and me

  

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Supposingly the next day we were going for midnight movie, so after I make Tyler sleep, got out of house and into the cab, then Mr Peter tell me we can't go. Cause he got a friend back from overseas and instead we went to this pub in Chinatown. I was pissed off, cause I didn't really want to pub that day, and was thinking about movie the whole day long le. So what's the outcome of making me mad? 

  

  

Seriously, you don't want to make me angry.

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After the 'warning' I gave Peter, he promised me movie the next day... 

Camwhoring while waiting to go out...

  

  

  

  

Lunch at Sushi Tei...

  

  

  

  

  

And movie!! We went to watch 'Universal Soldier' and it was quite cool! But in the cinema its like all single men aged 40s and even one ah ma there lor!! Super feel like I'm in the cinema at Chinatown watching XXX...

Munching on his favourite nachos..

  

  

  

Candid shot 

  

Grabs of the day!!!!

  

  

  

It's gonna be the weekends again!! Possible drinking session tomorrow, and shopping on sunday!! 

Thanks to Peter for accompanying me lately, made me more cheerful too! And in case you are wondering where Gordan is, usually he is playing basketball or drinking with his friends.  

And I know a lot of people find it weird that why don't we club together? Cause Gordan and me, we prefer different things. Like he goes to those pubs at Geylang which I find it too noisy because of the damn techno, and I prefer KTV pubs. That's why its seriously weird why we got together too and lasted till now. 

By the way, went into LG to browse at phones and saw this!!!

LG LOLLIPOP!!!

Have been waiting for this phone to be out for damn long le, and finally its here!! So for my birthday present I don't want Iphone le, I want this!!! I'm such a sucker for cuteness...

And Thanks to Peter, I'm going to get this like tomorrow!!!! *happy*

Post a review after I used the phone ya, hope it won't have any problems, or have to bring for software upgrade again.. *pray*

Its the weekends again...

This weekend is spent with Gordan and Tyler, a bitter and sweet weekend.

Before heading out for a movie date with Gordan...

 

 

Tyler didn't go with us, cause we were planning to go to Iluma's arcade to chiong the games and win more tickets to exchange the prize... Gordan didn't drive that day, so we took the bus and train!

While waiting for the bus...

 

 

 

See how excited Gordan is in the bus, its been SO LONG since he took one!!

 

 

 

 

 

Had to go to Eunos Interchange to change to the MRT, meanwhile had our lunch there, my favourite chicken rice stall!!

 

And further camwhoring while waiting for the train...

 

 

 

Went to watch 'Tooth Fairy' and it was so funny!!! Played my Sudoku in the arcade before the movies while Gordan was playing some other games. Was planning to continue playing after the movie, but Gordan last minute tell me later on he have to meet his friends. SUPER PISSED OFF. Guess have to wait until another time then can get the big prize le...

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Today brought Tyler out with us, cause he's been stuck at home for FAR TOO LONG. Headed to Vivocity, cause we rarely go there. Gordan actually suggested we bring Tyler to the beach first, but then if we had went then we would have to bring Tyler home for his bath after that cause he would be all sticky!! 

In the car, Tyler was about to sleep..

 

 

 

 

 

This dear boy of mine finally learned how to sleep on his own!! No need pat him also... So proud of him!

 

While Tyler is sleeping, we went to have our lunch.

Know why Gordan is wearing the sunglasses??

 

Cause he got 'bak jiam'!! And it was super swollen today, don't want to scare other people, so he had to walk around in the shopping center with sunglasses on.. Haha.. Poor him, had a hard time seeing things cause the sunglasses are super dark!!

 

After lunch and some window shopping, we headed outside to take a break. The scenery is nice and relaxing out there!

 

And Tyler also got up liao..

 

 

 

 

I didn't bring Tyler's porridge out for him, so for dinner he had the chicken porridge at the food court. Its super nice lor, and heard from Gordan they don't provide light soy sauce or pepper, cause its already good enough! And Tyler loves it, he ate almost half a claypot lor...

 

 

Bought a pair of heels today, and its similar to my heart shape heels pink heels, only difference is the colour and shop I bought from. Told Gordan I'm like on my collection of different heart shaped heels shoes, haha...

 

And see what nice neighbours we have, they actually got this super big soft toy doggy for Tyler!!

 

Guilty to say, I love it more than Tyler do... hhahahhaa.. Super love big stuff toys, but Gordan always don't buy for me, hmmmm... But I only like those with fur like these de, those will drop fur de is such a turn off!! 

Movie tomorrow again, HAPPY!!