Emo~ing

In a mess lately, the things happening around me, and I'm like all emotional, moody and down. Maybe period is coming?

I've quit my job.

Everything was just making me very mentally stressed out, and I don't want to always having my boss to compromise me. 

Haiz, guess I'll have to look for another one then. 

Will blog more when I'm in a better mood. Just want to clear my head these few days and hopefully will be able to get a good job.

I'm back

I'm back!!

Missed me??

 

Been busy with work and spending time with Tyler and catching up on my rest. Finally found the time to blog, so here's some outdated pics!!

Previous outing with Enling and Suwen..

Tyler seems to have master the funny face for taking pics..

Settled at CoffeeBean, cause we want to avoid shopping!

Work has been, well, busy. Colleagues are quite good to me, and there's always customer coming in so time passes quite quickly. Tyler fell sick on my 1st day of work. Seems like really every single time I start work he'll be sick. And he's the reason I've always put off working. Cause even though Gordan's mom is doing a OK job taking care of him, but its not really up to my standard. Half the time, I'm too tired or I closed one eye, thus I don't say much.

He's been becoming a little spoilt lately, like ignoring what I told him, not listening to instructions. Its only been a few days, I really can't imagine how it will be like in years to come. If only, I could just split myself into two, or maybe tio a big toto.

I could give Gordan's mom a schedule to follow, but seriously I won't know even if she don't follow right? And its hard to everytime explain nicely to her, when I'm dead tired after a long day at work, and still have to wake up early for work the next day.

Been so stressed up about things, that sometimes I hope that if only after I've finished work, I can only come home to Tyler, and not face anyone else. Cause everyone else just pissed me off, and makes me even more tired.

Enough about the passive things, I've got my new phone!

Nobody will ever know the real me, cause what they see is what I want them to see.

New Start

I've cut my hair!!

Ok, not really a lot lah, just the fringe part and sort of trimmed my sides. Had been feeling bored with my hairstyle, so need to do something about it.

And I did it myself!!

Spent like 1hr in the bathroom cutting my hair, getting hair into my eyes. But it was worth it! Cause I love my hair now~

This is the kinda length I've always wanted to cut, but every single time I attempted cutting bangs in salon, it always end up shorter, which seriously look hideous on me. Looking back, the last time I cut my fringe, I wonder why had I like that in the 1st place. It was so ugly!!!

ATTENTION PEOPLE, clothes for sale is updated and do take a look alright?? Just click on the banner on the right side stating 'CLOTHES 4 SALE'. Have loads more clothes to put up, but I'm a busy woman ok? Give me some time ya..

And CLICK ON THE ADS!!

I'm starting work tomorrow, kinda nervous about it. Cause its all about IT and gadgets, which I'm totally noob at! Ask me surf net, find whatever things can, but tell me about specs and ram and you can see the question mark in my eyes.

Hopefully I'll be able to learn fast and hopefully can have great sales!!

Super looking forward to work tomorrow, cause even though I don't know much about all that, but because I don't know, it interest me more! Sort of like a challenge to me, hehe, I love challenges!!

And its like ritual that everytime the night before I start work, it will be super hard for me to go to bed. I'm those kind of people that if there's any event the next day, I'll keep thinking about it and won't be able to go to sleep. Let's hope I don't yawn too much tml..

Help me pray for all the luck there is, I NEED IT!!

Phedra's 3rd Birthday

I've been into taking bus lately, searched on Street Directory and turns out there is bus to Suntec! Phedra's birthday is gonna be at Conrad Hotel, which is just opposite Suntec.

But, I forgot its Saturday. I forgot that NDP is approaching.

So the roads were closed to Suntec, and we have to get off the bus earlier to walk all the way to Suntec. Tiring, but then, we got to see tanks on the way there. Yeah right, tanks on the road!!

Reached Suntec and went to search for a birthday gift for Phedra. Got a book for her, which unfortunately, I forgot to take a picture of. Getting senile me?

Aunt and Grandma was there for a walk, so met up with them and they helped me with Tyler while I wrap up the present for Phedra. After which, we headed back to the hotel, and on the way, we passed by this!

Don't ask me what they are doing, just some NDP thing.

Reached the hotel, it was almost 530pm. Since Tyler's dinner time is not till 630pm, so decided to bring him for a swim!

The water was freaking cold, wonder why Tyler just doesn't seem to feel that lor.. And he was enjoying himself, sitting on the ledge and then jumping down to me, haha.. But then, something embarrassing happened! The bottom piece of my bikini started to come loose! ( Its those the 2 sides you have to tie one..) So I told Tyler to hold me tight, and went on to faster tighten the knots. Lucky, or else, they will see a bikini bottom floating by already..

After a quick swim, we went back to the hotel room, had a little bubble bath and got ready for dinner! Some pictures for you guys..

After dinner, its time to bring out the birthday cake!!

Seriously I find it a bit too adult like.. Kids should be like kids and have cute and pretty cakes right? With like probably "HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY PHEDRA!!" written super big on the cake..

And see who is aiming at the cake already...

Of course Phedra is waiting for the candles to be lit too..

As Phedra went to take her position behind the cake, we all got our cameras ready...

"Sing song, sing song" she blurted out, which made us all laugh!

And as we sing, see the happy little birthday girl!!

Time for some family pics!!

Caught in the act!! Sneaking the cream to eat...

Birthday kiss from Tyler!

You should be clever to know what the 2 kids are looking at.. Cake lor, what else..

Some other random photos...

Hope Phedra had a great birthday, many more to come!! Which reminds me, Tyler's birthday is in 4 months time, and I haven't plan anything yet!! Maybe its time to get started.. lol..

1st Cupcake. Cards

My 1st cupcake!!

And by 1st, i meant edible and yummy! Was craving for Nutella the night before, so made the Nutella cupcakes!! Its crunchy on the top, like biscuit, and soft inside. Satisfied my craving, I'm a happy girl again!

Met up with Enling, supposingly to go cycle, but it was raining, so we change our plans and head to Tampines!

Camwhoring while waiting for the late queen...

My adorable bf

We are so very much in love, even though he's a bit possessive and bad tempered but I think, we'll last.. lol..

Was damn hungry when we reach there, so went to Pastamania for lunch!

I love minestrone soup, going to learn how to cook it next time!

Aglio Olio, the only pasta I'll eat outside..

And I'll only eat Cabonara that I cook myself, cause it taste better!!

Enling having her chicken salad in order not to eat too much, but then, still looks like a huge portion to me!

After lunch, we went for coffee cause we needed to be away from temptations!! All the sales, bags, clothes and shoes.. Argh.. So we manage to spend time at Coffee Bean till evening, then met up with Peter and Enling's mom for dinner at Dian Xiao Er.

The roast duck and soup was alright, but the vegetables dishes sucks.. After dinner, got some groceries and headed back home. Gordan was at home, asked him whether he's going out, then keep telling me he's not sure. So in the end, got him to accompany me, and we went for supper downstairs. I've got a super ma fan bf!!

 

Since Gordan wants to drink, we went to the 7-11 and bought 3 cans of beer, and settled down playing cards!!

So teenager lor.. lol..

Although it wasn't much, but enjoyed whatever time I have with Gordan.. Dreading going back to work.. sobs..