Finally I'm 21!!!!

So so happy lor, I finally can watch R21 shows liao!!! Wahahhaha... (But even though not 21 yet also have sneak in to watch before le lor..)

Headed out with Gordan yesterday for my birthday. Actually he wanted to bring me to ZOO de, because I told him before I want to go, but the weather was so gloomy and I don't want to risk suddenly walk halfway rain lor.. We can get drenched but baby cannot ma!!! So we decided to go out for movies and dinner. Didn't bring Tyler along because of the super heavy rain that started suddenly..

Camwhored a bit before we started our day out!!!

So we headed to Plaza Sing cause Gordan need to collect his phone which he sent for repair. I was super hungry liao, so we decided to eat ICIBAN SUSHI over there, cause I was craving for japanese food. Gordan got me to try the swordfish sashimi lor, weird weird de taste... Especially when you know it's raw and still got a bit of juice de... *pukes*

After our "dinner", we went to check out the movies. I wanted to watch UNDERWORLD one, but its not showing there lor... Sian... The rest I also don't feel like watching so in the end we didn't watch any movies at all. Argh...when can I eat popcorn and watch movies again???

Then I suggested going to Marina Square to play pool and walk walk. As we left Plaza Sing, Gordan suddenly cried out, "Ahhhh...I haven't take the phone!!" Hahhaha... I was laughing like crazy lor, we went there just to take his phone in the end he forgot all about it...

At marina square..

Play a bit of pool, walked around and we went to Changi for some light drinking too. As to what I had expect, its just like another day out. Such a romantic hubby hor, give his ex more gifts than he had ever gave me lor, and what's more du lan is that she's not even the one he love most de. Tell him this then he will say, "But I given you my heart le ma, given you baby also.." So buay paiseh lor...

Anyway, tonight finally I'm going clubbing!! Hopefully its fun tonight, I missed Su Wen!!! But the heavily pregnant mother is at home waiting for her Baby Janelle to come out lor.. Will update if I managed to take pics tonight, cause my hp no flash la.. Sian..

Hope you all enjoyed the pics!!! Oh ya, Gordan still owe me my birthday present and cake!!! That idiot...

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

AS PROMISED!!!!

NOT FOR UNDER 18!!!!

(But anyway I can't stop you if you refuse to exit anyway...)

1 more day to my birthday......yeah!!!

So so bored right now.... Waiting for Gordan to be home and I've got nothing to do! Got a shoot tomorrow at 9am, scared I can't wake up, so can't sleep tonight!


I'm like so stressed out lately! And Gordan isn't helping either.. Its like our relationship everytime got a lot of ups and downs de lor, although the downs part is more.. I really want to be the wife that he can come home happily to everytime and we can just laugh or joke our way throughout the day. But all the stress, stress and stress!! Been quarrelling so frequently that sometimes I'm really scared about talking to him. Really want everything to get better soon!!!


And he's been busy with his work all that also, so usually after my shoots, I'll just be home with Tyler. Feel really lonely sometimes lor.. But then, its for our future, so I guess I have to bear with it ba..


Birthday coming soon liao, going to be older by 1 year old liao lor!! Enqi maybe getting a camera for me, I still don't know cause she insist she wants to keep it a secret. Then Enling had sponsered me dye my hair, which I'm loving the colour now! The rest I also don't know what I want, so just give me angbao ba!!! Hahaha...


I may be getting something for myself though but I'm keeping it a secret first, when I got it then I tell you all ok???


Anyway, just ranting off today only, THIS IS NOT THE SIZZLING HOT POST THAT I MEANT. That one have to wait till I'm more free and first then can do.


By the way, great news!! I'm in the FHM Girl Next Door Top 100 this year again! Last year got in but I got pregnant.. Anyway so many girls also maybe won't have chance de la, but just support me ok?? Maybe got chance also ma... hahhahhahaa...

Have a great night!!

Someone is complaining I never update my blog liao............

I've been busy, so forgive me for not blogging ok??

Anyway, Tyler is 3 months liao!!! His weight is 6.6kg now. See the difference between breastfeeding and formula?? When he's breastfed, he put on 3 kg in 2 months, but now on formula, 1 month not even 1kg lor.... But then, don't want him to become overweight also, later really become Xiao Pang.. And he's getting super noisy recently! All the 'woo', 'ya', 'shu' when we're talking to him, think he's going to get naggy just like me! Haha...

Anyway my birthday is next thursday!! Gonna go clubbing on friday, almost 1 year from my last club..

*Please don't make me drunk on that day, I still got to go home take care Tyler de...*

Venue will be at Zouk, Phuture. Anyone want to go find me, please bring along presents hor.. Or angbao also welcome!! Hahaha.....

To end it off, some pictures of me and Tyler..

He's bored with me everytime taking pics with him liao....

Tyler also like to pose with Mummy!!

Isn't he cute with the cap on???

(Cause weather has been sunny recently so bought a cap for him)

We were waiting for Daddy Gordan to buy food so camwhored!!!

Its amazing how Tyler always manage to look at the camera when I'm taking with him....

I promise to update more frequent ok???

Next post gonna be sizzling hot!!

Stay tune!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry have been super busy, cause I'm planning to go into modelling and have to do up my portfolio. Something happened that day, super funny de, when I free I'll post it, make sure you all laugh till pengz!!!

Anyway, this is going to be a short post ending with a picture from my photoshoot!!

I've become a REDHEAD!!!!

I love my new hair colour!!!!!!

*Sorry for not updating!!!!*

Been too busy to blog, and i have tons of photos in my com waiting to be uploaded! So this post is going to have a lot of pics for you to view!! (Little Tyler is super not cooperating now, he just can't stay sound asleep!)

Anyway, random photos first, in case you've missed him.......

Here's my little Tyler!

Xiao Pang in his pram with his Pooh Bear..



Enling & Tyler

Had our family day out to Parkway Parade. A short but happy outing!!

He is so so so thirsty!!

Don't you think he look cuter as the days goes by??

Shit, I look so fat in this photo!!

Suppose to be a window shopping trip, yet I bought things again! Blame on Gordan who always don't control me, and he even buy for me!!! Ok lah, I shouldn't blame him since he's just doting on me... hehehe..

Bought a new specs! Ok, I don't need it, but sometimes I just like to act guai can? Anyway $10 only, and I find myself look quite ok with specs lor...

My best catch of the day:

A new Baby-G watch!

Its been like so many freaking years since I put on a watch lor! Cos my wrist is damn small and wearing a watch sometimes just look weird on me. Somemore I everytime tends to forget and bring the watch to bath with me, hehehe... I've always love Baby-Gs watches. I still remember my first watch was a white Baby-G watch from my aunt, it was such a IN thing then lor! Anyway, we were walking and I saw this pink and white watch in the display that caught my eye. I pointed out to Gordan just meaning to tell him that its cute, then he bought it for me!

*Don't worry Hubby, I won't bring it to bath...*

Today is the 8th of Feb and its Gordan's Mum birthday. We are suppose to go eat dim sum in the morning de, but too tired liao, can't wake up, so in the end didn't go. My aunt's birthday is on the 10th but she's celebrating today also. So headed over to my grandma house in the evening.

The birthday girl, or I should say lady..

Tyler awake and looking around..

My grandma & my boy..

Do you think my aunt looks like 40? She is!! (Sorry for the weird facial expression my boy is giving..)

Knows what happen when you have 40 candles on the birthday cake?

A CAKE ON FIRE!!

Hahaha, just kidding, but its really super kua zhang lor!!!!

I'm going to start working back as dancer again. Actual plan was to stay home take care of baby till he is older, but economy is bad and still have to pay for diapers and all so bo bian I have to start working again!

My friend did offer me a job as a PA in his company. Quite good basic pay and office hours also. A great opportunity for me to learn more too! But then, everything is not confirmed yet, so I don't wish to say too much first. Wait say say say, then in the end no job...(touchwood)

Baby Tyler is 6.6kg now!! Think he is going to cross the 7kg mark when he is 3 months lor, I seriously wonder how am I going to carry him in the future... Think my wrist is going to break anytime soon liao..

And guess what?

He can lift up his head liao!!!

For a while lah, not very long.. But its considered quite fast liao.. And he managed to flip to his back today!! And quite slow mo somemore, too bad I never catch it on video...

Anyway wish me luck k? Hopefully I can get the job!!

Some photos taken on CNY...

Gordan's Mom & Tyler

My Aunt & Tyler

Me & Tyler

Gordan & Tyler

And my favourite of all....

cause he was looking at the camera too!

He's just gotten a nickname from suwen they all. 'AH BUI'!!! hehehe... But I just love him being fat and chubby lor.... Although a bit heavy sometimes.. lol