Weekly outings

Weekly meetups with Suwen and Janelle, here's me and Tyler in the car!

Gloomy Janelle, probably because she's past her nap time...

 

Tyler with his messy hair..

 

Reflection of them, while waiting for Suwen to shop..

 

Dinner at Din Tai Fung

 

 

 

Finally I got to let Tyler have some beef. A relax day out, although Tyler was very noisy in the beginning, but later on he was tired already so kept quiet liao.. haha...

More pics of us!!!

On our way out...

 

 

 

 

 

 

Love you sonny...

Not working liao, cause the last few days have been super problematic for me, be it relationship or Tyler. So now just staying home for now, thinking of what else I could do.

No mood to blog today, signing off now~

Work, work and work..

1st day at work was quite ok, colleagues are all quite nice and training was fun too! Luckily our trainer wasn't a very boring person, or else I would have fallen asleep, considering the fact that I only slept 4hrs the day before.

Only thing was that I had not work for so long, and the long hrs standing made my back damn pain lor! But never mind, give it a few more days, think I'll get used to it soon. Hopefully.

Gordan came to pick me up after work, surprising?? Cause that fellow didn't go to work that day, so he was too free!! But well, at least he bother to come and fetch me, must be thankful! We went to Vivo to walk around a bit. Wanted to get a black colour jacket, but then, think and think, finally decided when I get my pay then buy. Save, save and save now!! 

Headed home, and my dear Tyler came rushing to hug me the moment he saw me!! Felt so sweet.. And it helps that the next day was my off day. Headed out with Suwen and Janelle for some little shopping and manage to finally buy a pair of slippers for myself! Finally Gordan will stop naggin at me about it. Because the pair that I'm wearing now has been with me for like 1 year plus!! Which is totally like no friction at all now, and whenever I walk I have to be damn careful to avoid slipping.

Internet has been giving me problems these few days, wanted to post some pics in this post, but because of the fucking internet, I'm too tired to wait for it to be uploaded. Remind me that I really have to get Gordan to upgrade it.. And a new laptop too!! 

Alright going to bed now, preparing for a nice day at work again tomorrow.... Let's just hope Tyler don't give me any trouble tomorrow morning....

Back On Track

Was kind of lost this morning, as you can see from my previous post. Tyler just made me lose my focus.. Luckily, my manager called me later in the afternoon and what he said got me back on track.

Remembering now that why I have to work, and knowing that he really wants to help me and did his part to speak to me really warms my heart. Haven't start work yet, but I can feel that its going to be a great company to work for.

Had some quarrels with Gordan just now, due to the fact that I didn't go for work today. Anyway, the quarrel lead to more things and more quarrels, but eventually it stopped because I'm quite sick of quarrelling. So I went for a movie, while giving him some time to cool off and think about the things I said.

Halfway through the movie, he texted me, saying he loves me and miss me, and that he is sorry. Not that everything is his fault, but I apologise to him when I did or say something wrong and he is not those kind to do so. So really am happy that he've thought it through. Since after tomorrow, we won't really have time seeing each other or even talking on the phone even though we're living under the same roof.

Movie was great earlier on, went to watch 2012 and well, teared throughout the movie again. It was quite a long show, almost 3 hrs but I can assure you, you would want it to be longer. My dad was telling me the other day that there's this movie marathon competition, and that the winner will have to watch like 4 days straight of movies, with toilet breaks and meal breaks in between, and not to fall asleep of course! Prize is $10k plus 2 tickets to US. Fuck, if I knew earlier I would have gone lor.. But can they show HK dramas??

Recent posts will be more wordy, cause unless I have the time to upload pics, edit and upload to blogger, I'll just blog out my random thoughts. Well, easy for me but hard for you, still, continue reading alright?

Surfing time now, and soon gonna go to bed. Wonder if Tyler is going to wake up for milk tonight?

Morning

Woke up at 630am, bath and prepare all the neccessary things to bring to work.

Still have time left, so went to lie in bed and take a look at Tyler.

And because of the 1 look, I didn't go to work!!

Cause I really can't bear to leave Tyler. Its not about who's going to take care of him, I'm worried or what, but its that suddenly I feel that I really want to be there to see him grow.

I know all mummies think the same but sometimes they don't have a choice. I feel even more for it cause I didn't get to see Jun En grow up. Money can be earn back but time can never be turned back.

Ok, so now I'm back to the hard life where I have to be super stingy and save save save again. Thinking of what extra things I could do to earn money.. Suddenly I wished I knew some sewing or what.. And naughty Tyler better know how big sacrifice I did for him and be a good boy!

I really love the job and really want to work. But well, Tyler is definitely more important to me than anything. So peeps, please any events or whatever extra things that you think I can do, please tell me!!!! Need more cash now...

Feeling super sleepy now, but can't sleep cause Tyler need to wake up in like 45mins time. Its a hard life, but I feel blissful leading it. 

Late Night Posting

Its 1.45am now.

And I'm still here blogging instead of lying in bed and having my sweet dreams.

Have to wake up like 4 hrs later to prepare for work, which I hope I'll be able to. Think I'll have to survive on coffee the whole of tomorrow liao..

Missing Tyler already, but still I'm quite excited over 1st day starting work tomorrow. Wonder how will I get along with my colleagues? And wonder what I'll encounter? 

Won't be blogging that much, probably when I have off ba.. Or if Tyler goes to bed early, which rarely happens.

Eyes closing soon, gonna go into my dreams to accompany Tyler liao, bye!

16th Nov '09 - Day 2 of Chalet

Since we had a real busy day the day before, all of us, including Tyler had a nice sleep! 

And it helps that it was so quiet in the night over there compared to at home, with all the cars and bikes at the carpark below..

So here's my little darling waking up in the early morning...

Still a bit blur blur..

And the first thing to do when he gets up??

Drink some water!!

 

 

 

While his tired Daddy is still sleeping away...

 

Even before they woke up, I've already gotten up ages before to sweep, mop, cook Tyler's porridge liao.. So nan de right?? But I love it, cause for a moment feels like I'm so housewife!! If only Gordan could afford such a big house for me lor... haha...

Took a picture with Tyler..

 

And here is my boy with his super messy out-of-bed hair waiting for breakfast to be served!!

 

Gordan finally got up for his breakfast too!!

 

Breakfast for today?? 

Macdonalds!!

 

 

Which I actually had to order at least $18 for delivery there.. So had to order an extra hotcakes meal which only Tyler ate!!

The balloon leftover from yesterday...

 

And these made me pump till sweat yesterday lor, and even hurt my fingers tying them!!

Gordan went out after breakfast to do some work, so left me and Tyler at the chalet. And since nothing much to do there so began to take pictures of me playing with him!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

His expressions is so cute right?? hahaa....

Some pics of his presents...

This was handmade by Gordan's Ex-Boss's Daughter...

 

Both me and Gordan feel that this is so meaningful and sweet and thoughtful gift...

Tigger from one of Gordan's friend

 

A nice shirt from Mummy Huixian..

 

And a tricycle from Mummy Violin and her hubby, Mummy Sophia and her hubby..

 

And Tyler loves it so so much!! But his leg is too short to reach the pedals, so guess what he do??

 

So clever right?? 

He seem like such a big boy riding it.. haha...

 

 

Hubby came back after some time and managed to take a few pics with him. So rarely he let me take pics lor...

 

 

 

Family pic, which I totally love!!

 

Tyler and his grandma..

 

Who took care of him, while we went out to get the food for BBQ later in the night! We were intending to bring Tyler along but it was raining, so have to go ourselves lor..

We headed to BBQ Wholesale at Frankel Ave, bought some satays and otahs. Wanted to get rest of the food there but it was so ex!! So we went to Cold Storage to get the rest. Well, eventually it altogether costs us $200 plus to get the food, which I wasn't too happy about. Cause only 6-7 people for our BBQ!! 

Suggested to Gordan to ask his friends to help to buy some food, but he didn't want so bo bian lor.. And worse still, lots of food leftover after the BBQ which is now stored in our freezer at home!! No more BBQ next time, probably ordering KFC is so much better!!

Pics of our BBQ..

 

 

Gordan BBQing

 

And his poor friend doing all the dirty work..

 

Thanks to Enling, who made an effort to come down for the BBQ even though she was working earlier on. At least someone was there to accompany me. Gordan had to leave at 10 plus for work, and when he left his friends left too! So only left me, Gordan's mom, his sis and Enling to finish up everything, how to?? 

So we kept most of the stuffs, only some that we tried to BBQ everything, then try to eat as much lor.. I wasn't too happy that day, due to some things and some people but luckily got Enling and Gordan's sis for me to talk to, so feel so much better..

Gordan got to work early next day, so his mom and sis did the check-out with me.

Tyler and his aunt..

 

Lately I haven't been seeing Gordan much, cause he's too busy with his current project thus always working till the wee hours. Kinda miss him though, especially when I start work, we would be seeing each other probably only at bed time.

Tyler has been very clingy to me, and sometimes even refusing his grandma. Like when his grandma wants to make him sleep, he'll cry and make lots of noise then the moment I carry him, he'll stop and sometimes even start to giggle at us! I do love having him close to me, but have to stop myself cause I won't always be there for him anymore. Omg, thats so hard. 

We've been heading out quite often with Gordan's sis and mom and I really love the outings. Probably because I don't really do that with my own family, and just that feeling of family makes me feel sweet.

Been thinking and wishing a lot about having a house of our own. If possible, that dream is just 10 years away. Not that I don't like staying with his parents but just that its just different having a place that only has you, your hubby and kid.

Just had my last photoshoot earlier on, cause I'll be starting work soon, so won't be doing anymore modelling. Bad part is won't be able to have any more extra money to spend, good thing is I'm just a normal mom!! haha.. Well, more money for me and Tyler for tomorrow, cause I'll be bringing him to shop with me for my working jeans and shoes. Thinking of heading to IKEA to get some household stuff, cause thinking of changing the room's layout. Hopefully could get some changes done by this week or next, really need something refreshing!!

Signing off now~

Just for my baby boy

Happy 1st Birthday darling!

Time passed so fast, 1 year ago we had just met each other after you being in my tummy for 39 weeks. This 1 year, Mummy have seen you grow from a little tiny baby to now a active boy that always bugs me. Seeing your first flip, first crawl, first smile, first time standing and learning all the things that I've taught you, its really the happiness days of my whole life. Even though there are times that you are really naughty, refusing to sleep or just throwing tantrums and I have to scold or beat you, but Mummy still dotes on you a lot.

And I know you love me a lot too.

Mummy will be going back to work next week. And by then I wouldn't have so much time with you, probably even miss you saying your first word. I wonder if you feel the same way as Mummy, sad because we won't have so much time together anymore. Cause lately you've been really clingy to me, and its been sweet and sad for me at the same time. Sweet because you just cling to me like a koala bear, sad because I can't let you do that anymore.

You are the priority in Mummy's life now, and I'm constantly 24hrs worried about you. So please be a good boy and listen to Grandma when Mummy goes to work ok? I know my Tyler boy is a sensible and clever boy, and I know you will accompany Mummy and Daddy through this hard time.

Tomorrow will be your official birthday, and Mummy is still thinking where should I bring you to. Library? Beach? or maybe just out for some shopping? Friday we'll be going with Aunt and Grandma to the Zoo, which I hope that you will like it. 

Mummy will try my best to give you a great birthday every year and let your childhood be filled with laughter, love and happiness.

Happy Birthday, my dearest Tyler.

~Happy Birthday To You~

~Happy Birthday To You~

~Happy Birthday To Tyler~

~Happy Birthday To You....

Final Updates...

I've received lots of guests asking me how to get to the chalet, so here I am posting up the map so that it'll be easier for you all!!  

Its a little bit small, so squint a bit ok??

 

 

Some driving directions for you too, if you happen to drive or go by cab.

From ECP :

1) Turn out at Exit 2A

2) Pass Tanah Merah Country Club Garden Course

3) Keep right, look for signboard (on the left)

4) Turn right into Changi Coast Walk 

 From PIE :

1) Turn out at Exit 4A (Simei Avenue)

 
2) Pass Changi General Hospital

 
3) Go straight on Xilin Avenue, pass Changi South Industrial Estate 

 
4) Keep left, pass Tanah Merah Country Club Tampines Course 

 
5) Turn left to road leading towards Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal, Airline House, etc.

 
6) Pass TMCC Garden Course

 
7) Keep right and turn right into Changi Coast Walk 

Hope this helps, if not just remember I'm just a phone call away!!! Hahaha....

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(Blogger is a little crazy, so pay no heed to the huge spaces in between my post ya...)

Our Family Day Out to Parkway!!

Short trip but I really enjoyed myself!!! And I was so blur that I forgot to bring Tyler's milk powder, end up got to buy a new tin!! *heartpain*

Here's Tyler Boy in his heavy pram...

 

 

And his Mummy me!!

 

 

The Daddy and Sonny

 

So sweet right??

 

Gordan and me

 

And of course a vain pic of myself.. hahaa....

 

Managed to get Tyler a set of clothes to wear for his birthday!! And whats ironic is that I got it from Mothercare!! When I'm supposingly like starting work there in 1 week plus time, then now I'm buying things from them... But anyway, think he'll look real handsome in it!!

Didn't shop much cause end up have to rush back to pass my dad the invitation. And just nice I got to see Goofy, who was my dog back when I was still staying in Eunos. My aunt bought him when he was a puppy and he sort of grew up with me, been through all the tears and happiness with me lor.. But when I moved out, my dad took over but its good cause now he have another companion for him at my dad's place.

Seriously when I saw him I was thinking would he still remember me? Well I certainly hope so, I doted on him as much as I would to my own son, so it was a emotional moment to see him again. Ok enough about the teary stuffs... Headed over to my Grandma's today!

In the car

 

 

Tired Tyler..

 

Gordan's dad drove us over today. Before heading over, I had to go and collect Tyler's photoshoot photos, and we headed to sengkang. But then when I reach there then discovered that they have moved!! In the end got to go all the way down to Bendemeer Road, sian... Only managed to reach my Grandma's house around 5pm and I was starving by then because I hasn't eaten anything since morning!!

See my lovely baby cousin...

 

 

I think she's going to be another chubby baby like Tyler lor.. haha.. 

Tyler has been pretty bad moody these few days. Especially when I'm going to make him sleep. Then he'll cry like I whack him like that lor! Think it must be the teething, hope that his teeth will come out fast so he won't be so uncomfortable...

Just finish baking Tyler's cookies yesterday, and I'm really happy about it because it taste quite good! And also thanks to the help from Gordan's sis, managed to do it so much faster! The cookies I made is kids friendly, because there's no egg white in it, but there is sugar lah, so if you are very particular about your kid taking sugar, then I would advise you not to give him. Well, I can't please everyone right? But this is just my tiny effort to make Tyler's birthday more memorable.

Left 2 more days to his birthday, and still have loads to do! Really hope we have an enjoyable time there, alright will blog again after his birthday. Probably will be blogging about the details on how I do the party.. 

Guests, see you on Sunday!!!

(By the way, angbaos preferred ya, hahahahhahah...)