People who you just can't stand them

Wonder is it because of me being sick, and possible weight loss again, that my period is LATE again? Definitely not preggies, the damn pregnancy test kit that is sucking my money everytime this happens. And to think that I was glad for the past 4 months that its been quite regular. Makes me paranoid every second, wondering if its gonna suddenly come when I'm out or when I'm asleep, you know, its not pretty to have a stain on your clothings.

By the way, I hate woman who think that just because they are preggies, they are a big fuck. Erm, change that. I hate anyone who thinks that they are a big fuck. 

I've been pregnant before, and I have lots of friends who went through it before. Definitely we'll get kinda moody sometimes, more emotional, needs more care and concern, morning sickness and sleeps a lot. But then, it doesn't mean that just because you are pregnant, everyone got to give in to you.

You know, when I was pregnant with Jun En, I still have to work 12 hrs a day, 6 days a week. I have to climb sometimes to get the things that costumers need. Meals was mostly at foodcourt, and supper is usually instant noodles. When I was pregnant with Tyler, I didn't work, got more rest and I ate much better. But still middle of the night cravings rarely do come true. And because Gordan was busy working, I have to go out alone, watch movie alone and even though sometimes I felt lonely and sad, I have to remind myself I have to smile and be happy because I don't want Tyler to be a grumpy baby.

I don't mind standing on MRT (which on the other hand, I don't take often), cause I find that preggies are the same as other people, unless of course I feel unwell, or when the tummy is really too heavy. I see lots of posting on STOMP about commuters on the MRT not offering seats to them, ignoring them, blah blah. If you really need a damn seat that much, why don't you open your mouth and ask? And my experience of taking an MRT, usually I won't raise my head and look around, probably concentrating on reading my book or playing my sudoku. 

Or maybe if you just don't want to ask, just stand around and start moaning about how heavy is your tummy, you feel giddy, I guess in the whole cabin, someone will give you a seat.

Although pregnant women have to be more careful, but hello, your tummy isn't made of glass lor, you think bump a bit or what will break ar? The womb is quite tough, since it have to protect your baby. Don't have to expect people to clear the walkway for you when you are out shopping. 

And then there are those who got pregnant and have to get married. Girl side parents find that its the guy's fault so must bleed dry the guy. And girl thinking, "You got me pregnant, now you got no choice, so what I want you must give me." 

Probably they didn't realize how many girls out that got dump by irresponsible guys who ran the moment the heard gf was pregnant. And parents, you think the guy rape your girl ar? Maybe it was her who initiated? If its because of the guy's sperm, then its because of the girl's egg also lor.

Every girl has her dream wedding. 

Seriously if Gordan was fucking loaded, I would have want my wedding at Ritz Carlton, invite as many people as possible, have a really high class wedding dinner. But well, he's not. But it doesn't matter you see, cause I love him, and thats the basis of marriage. And do you know how damn expensive are the baby stuff? From checkups to delivery fees, injections, sickness, clothes, pram, and it goes on. 

I just don't find it a point to go bankrupt because you want to have the wedding of your dreams. Then after that eat grass ar? 

Honestly, no matter how loaded or how poor are you, ugly, pretty, handsome, fat, tall, short, thin, or whatever, you are just human. You still get old, get illnesses, and die. Treat people how you want people to treat you, YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL. 

Unless you are Andy Lau or Tom Cruise or whatever actor.