Don't really feel like posting any photos today so this is going to be a long long post of words and words and words!!!!!
Before I start, let's have a MOVIE REVIEW first!!!
Went to see this show at Downtown East. Its funny!!! Especially the Indian dance parts...hahaha... Quite a good comedy but still overall its a bit TOO lame though... But still worth a watch to laugh a bit ba....
I want to get married ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Went to check the web for pool-side wedding that day and after checking everything, I DESPERATELY want to get married now!! But Gordan haven't even propose leh... Sobs....Think if he drag somemore, I'm going to propose to him lor... hahha..But seriously after I calculate, we need to save money also.. So i estimated 2 years later then will get married... Need to get the divorce done first anyway...
I'm stress lah... Don't know whether Gordan will be able to find a place for us ma... Although I have faith in him and I don't wish to stress him, but I'm the type that likes to get things done ASAP. And not leave it till last minute.. But I also can't help him... Anyone??? Cheap place to rent??Actually stay where also never mind la as long as he is with me... hhhahahah...
I'm damn frustrated about his mom lor!!! Funny thing is I don't know where I offend her lor... If its because I'm divorced, I smoke and drink and I'm young then sorry to say but she is as superficial as everyone out there.( sorry dear, I really have to say this ) From the start, I'm always invisible to her de... And everytime she sees me, she's giving me a face. Can you imagine how hurt and uncomfortable I felt especially since I'm always in and out of his house?? If I ever shouted at her or anything I still can accept this. But the thing is, I DID NOTHING!!!!! And I'm not the type to compromise and act in front of her trying to make her happy and like me... If you like me then thanks but if not I also got no choice. What for try to please your bf's mom when you are already not being yourself?? If you want to act now then forever you will have to keep up with it. Don't know why the guys I end up being with de all I can't get along with the family de..... Hai...
But luckily I still got my Gordan to dote on me.. Although he's not rich but he tried his best to give me what I want. Although we have our quarrels here and there but that is part of the path to understanding more of each other ma.... Speaking of him now makes me beginning to miss him liao... sob sob.....
I having sore eyes today... At least its what I think la... Cause my whole eye is red... but not pain leh... But heng because of this and because the day before I don't have enough sleep I managed to sleep yesterday night wor!!!! But I got nightmare.... And I can't remember what is it lor... But I remember I woke up feel like crying.. Ya, its that scary!!!
Today is going to be a long day again.... What should I do leh??? Ideas anyone??
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