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Checkup day today...




Not in much mood today so there won't be any pictures, just words and words and words. Be prepared to get bored ba....




I'm alone again today. Although Gordan say that he will go with me, but he's held up by work again. Recently we've been having some problems. But since my blog is about happiness then i shouldn't mention these unhappy stuffs.




Reached the hospital at 10am. Then went to do my ultrasound. Didn't really wait too long though. But while waiting, there's this angmo lady waiting alone. Then the nurse came out to call the next patient. Then the angmo is like shouting her name to her. Then the nurse like patiently tell her its not her turn yet. Then she was saying, "still wait how long" and somemore give a real fucked up face. I really pity the nurse lor.... Get scold for nothing..




Anyway the scan wasn't that long today. Nurse told me baby is head down liao.. But not much a concern since I'm not having natural birth. Maybe baby anxious to come out ba, position himself liao...




Then proceed to see doctor. Do the urine test then nurse say today sugar content a bit high. Was thinking could it be the durians I ate?? Cause durians are quite high in sugar content. And I ate a lot. So now must drink more water liao, no more sweet stuff!




Idiot lor, doctor say cannot take general anesthesia for cesearean. Cause epidural is considered more healthier for baby. But I fucking hate the side effects lor!!! And its damn scary lor... Shit, have to go through it again....




Actually doctor got ask me to consider natural birth, cause she say there's 70% of success. I also wanted to try, but I'm scared of pain, and natural birth also can't get Gordan to accompany me in. I don't want to be alone in there with all the doctors and nurses lor!!!




Sian, suddenly very no choice like that.




Anyway, think now start medical students' internship is it?? See a lot of them around lor today de visit. And like so ke lian have to sit in corner listen. But don siao siao hor, maybe next time he will be the main doctor too de...




Went walk around a bit, saw the breast pump I've been looking for. That day I saw it was $90 plus, but the shop there is selling discounted, $59.90!!! Damn cheap la, but today no money. Hopefully next month go thr still got ba.




Gordan was suppose to fetch me back, but he got appointment. So got to take public transport back. When on the bus, started raining. I realise like everytime I go checkup its rainy day hor... Make me so ma fan sometimes...




Something nice happen on the train though. Usually I don't really hope for people giving their seats to me one la, cause basically a lot of them are a selfish batch. Especially old people. And I mean they are able to walk well even shove you or bump into you to get into train first de.




So I went in and see no seats then I was leaning on the side. Then this malay lady came and offer me her seat. Normally if I'm only a few stops away I will decline, cause its really still ok to stand for a few stops. But cause today's distance is far, so I'm really happy got a place to seat. So, actually there is still nice people around de!!!




But seriously sometimes its not those people that are selfish that I hate. Pregnant women who think that they are the world type I also don't like. Like you ask them to stand 5 mins also they will die like that. And when they walk they must have the whole passage way de... Sometimes, looking out for yourself is ok, but think about others around you also ma....




So tired and hungry now.....Going to eat liao.. Have a nice day!!!!!!!!!!