Morning!!

First time that I've ever blogged so early, its like not even 10am now lor... But then, suddenly had the mood to write something and also just nice Tyler is out to the market with his grandma.

I'm up so early because Tyler had an early night yesterday, he slept at 830pm lor!! Cause he was throwing one of his tantrums just because he wants someone to carry, then I scolded him and he cried den after that when he stopped he was tired already, so went to bed extra early. Anyway he's been waking up at this time lately, so I'm trying to shift his bed time to an earlier timing.

Will be heading to Harbourfront later for an interview, which hopefully I'll pass and get the job, because I'm really interested in it! Its kind of contradicting for me now, 1 part of me really would love to go back working, but 1 part of me just don't want to leave Tyler. But well, I've got no choice too, I want to be a tai-tai also, but guess I'll have to wait like 10 years later ba... 

Been having lots of dreams lately, which is irritating cause I won't be able to have a good sleep. And I hate dreaming, and hate even more to not remember what happened in my dream. Cause if I don't remember, means sometime later, it's going to happen. Sixth sense, or deja vu, you should say but its really freaky when you are sitting down and suddenly you realise this part is from your dream. And not say I can predict the future, cause I don't even remembered my dream.

Of course then, dreams that I could remember definitely won't happen. That includes the range of flying pigs, killer on loose or some other weird stuff. Or you can say that I try to remember the dreams that are bad, cause I don't want them to happen.

That's why I hate dreaming. Sleeping is my time to rest already, yet still have to think of so many things, whether to remember the dream and all.

And yesterday I just had a nightmare when I took a nap in the afternoon. I don't remember some of it, but just roughly, I was piggy backing a baby and crossing a bridge, when I accidently slipped and the baby fell out. Then I was trying to look around for the baby, then realize I can't find her, then went to trace my steps back, cause I felt that I may have dropped her even earlier on. Then I came to this shop, instinct tells me its a shop with babies who were abandoned by their parents. But strange thing was, inside there is a lot of flowers, almost like flower shop. Then I forgot what happened and I discovered a baby just abandoned by his parents and I was feeling very sad about it. Then I found the baby and it was dying, so I try to save it then I woke up liao. An even stranger thing was the baby that I found, it was the size of my thumb only, more like a foetus.

Freaky right??

Wonder what it meant, I've been thinking about this dream ever since yesterday lor...Last night's dream I totally don't remember, shit!! And it was damn funny, cause I was blur when I wake up from my dream, and I woke up because Tyler was hugging my head, lying on me sleeping, which I initially thought it was just Gordan's hand.

Alright going to bath now, have a great day everyone!!